I started crying . . . yelling . . . . . . banging. I prayed to god, hoping, that he won't leave >.< But then . . . right then and there . . . he left.You could feel that his spirit, was gone, it wasn't there. I did feel a small hug, like if, he was saying his last good-bye. I heard his voice say: "You were the best friend i ever had. I love you." Then in a blink of an eye, it disappeared. I heard Ms.Cary telling me: "Are you o.k.? Silence?!? Are you o.k.?!? Listen to me!!!" I heard that annoying long *beep* from that thing doctors use in surgeries or something for people's heart beat. I bursted into tears. Knowing that, he will never come back. 2 days later was his funeral, i saw his whole orphanage there, crying, even his so "tough" best friends. Weird, i didn't see Rachel there. Every second, of every minute, of every day, of every YEAR, i thought, "why did she do it?" I guess it's one of those questions you can't answer by just thinking about it.............................
(OK THAT'S IT lolz j/k but it's not the end. the next 2-3 parts are gunna be together because if i cut it, it won't make sense XP)
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