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Hey.
It's St. Patricks Day.
I'd planned for it to be a happy day, and it was, somewhat.
I don't know why i'm sad. Or maybe i do but I don't want to share.
Maybe I should be happy. He's kept his end of the promise. Make me lose my trust in men. And lord knows I can't trust a guy anymore, I never have luck anyway. I knew it would hurt, and it does. I think this weeks bout of depression is due to me finally realizing that guys are all the same. Nothing but a bunch of disgusting liars, well the ones I know. But I kinda brought it on myself so i'm the one to blame for this, no? Maybe I should take up a hobby. Drinking sounds funny, but the taste of alcohol never sounded that appealing. Pills are pretty, but I have no idea what they do so it's like i'm wasting them really.
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[ Except for Ita's Chris, he's cool.]
Took me this long, how silly of me. c:
I guess all i have to do now is desensitize myself, which is easy enough, internet already killed some of me. c:
And I already feel dead right now, so not much to go.
It's pretty late so i should go get ready, gonna go to a friends house.
I want a dog. o:
Hate you.
But enough of that depressing stuff.
St. Patty's!
I have green on today. So no one can pinch me, and if they tried i'd still scream at them. I don't want any strangers touching me. :/
Maybe I should take the pin off just so they try and then scream at them. I'd find it hilarious.
 Nirrina · Tue Mar 17, 2009 @ 07:13pm · 0 Comments |
