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So I'm feeling rather sad lately. Perhaps maybe even a bit depressed, and angry.
My mom wants me to take on responsibilities, since I'm 17, but yet she doesn't treat me like I'm 17. I don't think that's right. She should treat me like a 17 year old, not a 4 year old. And she's so clingy lately. I have no idea why. She has my sister, and Nicholas, and Tessa to cling to. I'm planning on moving out as soon as I can anyhow, so there's no point in her being so clingy.
My gramma treats me like s**t. She's ******** in the head and acts bipolar. She ******** makes me mad. Yesterday I dropped Baby and her off at the doctor. And when I was walking out to my car to leave, my gramma followed me out, LEAVING baby in the waiting room!! What kind of ******** person leaves a 2 year old in the doctors office, just to repeat the same stuff over and over again?! And to top it off, she doesn't watch Baby for s**t. I've come home from school before, and Baby has been up in the house all by himself, playing in the kitchen sink, and my gramma was passed out in her bed! She had taken too many ******** pills, yet again. It's sickening.
And now my sister has a shitload of drama going on with her. And I'm mad at her, but at the same time, it's not her fault. I'm just really worried about her, and it just really freaks me out.
Tessa is so annoying lately. She's in this phase where if you don't let her do whatever she wants, she starts screaming and crying and yelling and saying that nobody loves her and that we all want her to go die. I think she needs to go see a counselor or something, but my mom doesn't. Not that she'd have the money to pay for it anyway.
School is starting to get to be a pain in the a**. The only classes I actually even care about any more are Chemistry and Algebra II. I'd much rather just skip my morning classes (Web Tools, ASL, and English), and just take the other 2. And we had to do our schedules for next year, and I hate thinking ahead. And on top of just having to go to high school, my mom is also forcing me to take a college class. But she doesn't get that I'm already taking 3 classes next year that are Advanced Placement, which means that they ARE basically college classes. ._.
And I think I might be getting sick. Again. Because my voice comes and goes lately, and I think I had a fever last night. And tomorow is ******** valentine's day, which I hate with a passion. >.<
 SuperSingingSox · Fri Feb 13, 2009 @ 12:58pm · 0 Comments |
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