i have a new year's resolution. Here it is!!!!
I promise to become a better person.
Sam, you're the only one who knows some of the awful stuff that i have done. Those who know me might say that its easy cuz im a nice person. But thats at school. I feel as if i can't be myself because i've already set an image for myself as the goody two shoes girl who reads all the time and is trying to be cool. Thats not me. I only feel that i can be myself around strangers and true friends. It sucks. I've done bad things....i really want to be good. I don't want to beg for money and i don't want to be a gaia slut. (sorry, i know that its a potty word!!!! lawl) i really want to change. i need all the help i can get to try to keep me in line. I've already changed a lot. Most of me is normal. I try to be myself. And thats the most that i can give you.
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Now a days, Soda becomes vodka.
Kisses turn into sex.
Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?
When protection meant wearing a helmet?
The only drug you knew was cough medicine?
And we couldn't wait to grow up.