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Alastor: Reflections in the Blood What are your sins? What are the sins of your kith and kin? Shall I unravel them? Shall I delve into the darkest recesses of your soul and find those secret guilts and shames? Shall I bring you torment? Shall I bring you blood?


Alastwr
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Paranoia
Sometimes i stop for a moment to think. Its these times i hate the most. As soon as i stop doing something my mind begins to wander. I begin to go paranoid and i swear that i am going insane. Seriously i feel like the state of my mind is a mess. Sometimes i think the world is going around in a circle. I'm so damned sure that irony rules this world that i'm seeing things that are just not there. Man maybe i am going insane. I can't really put any examples in here because some of them are things that i cannot revel...even to myself. *chuckles to himself* I think rl wise i may be truly going insane lol.

Sometimes i just want to scream madness into the air. Other times i want to curl up into a ball and never leave that postion. The world must truly be madening if i think i am seeing what i am. *sighs* I really need to learn to control myself.





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Cinka
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comment Commented on: Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 10:08am
but thats just it isnt it, having control over yourself in a world that you have no control over is what makes this life a living irony wouldnt you say....? or is that the irony of it all? or maybe you do have control and you dont want to take to control because of all these mindless excuses you make up for yourself...... i think now youve made me insane....nevermind what i just said.


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