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If only the world would've listened to the things I had to say.
If only they would've seen me fly.
If I could have saved the world maybe I would've been remembered
But I didn't
I don't think I saved anyone at all.
Even though I tried it still was not enough.
Sometimes I wonder why I tried so hard.
I wonder why I didn't just give up sooner.
There was no point in going on.
But maybe now they will realize what they threw away.
Maybe they will wish they hadn't and join me.
But when I go to see what has become of the world without me.
Nothing has changed.
I go up there and they are all going on with there merry lives
Pretending nothings wrong.
Pretending as though I never lived at all.
I imagine you realize what has happen to me now.
I am dead.
I was abandoned by the world.
I grew tired of it and decided to end it all.
Please don't judge me like so many others have.
It is better this way.
None of you cared anyway.