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i hate lying like this
but i don't have a choice
there is no hope for me
i'm tired of this
so much lying
not enough crying
i forgot how
seems like everything i say
is a lie
i'm covering up for everyone else
taking the blame
i hate this
just leave me alone
it's not my fault
get out of my head
i'm sorry i can't change this
its freakin hopeless
i hate being so loyal all the time
its not my fault
just leave me alone
i'm tired of lying
i want this to end.