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Dropping dead
Firday night I found out my grandmother died, but I already knew she did for some reason, The way they were acting and stuff, I already knew she did. But I hadn't spoken to her in a month or so, so...unless this is some kind of sick joke, I had already sort of thought as her dead, she was barely moving in the hospital, and she didn't talk...so I cried out of anger, because it's not fair my parents make me understand them (and go to the funeral) and yet they don't understand me, and they don't feel they have to understand me! They just ignore everything I say and say'Family has to stick together' and stuff, when they don't care about how I felt about it! From all the family dying, I think I've been trying to strive a bit for my writing, instead of waiting for my families approval.


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  • User Comments: [6]
    I'm sorry about your grandma. And yeah, know what you mean about the whole 'family' thing. When my grandma died I didn't really want to go to her funeral, just because I hadn't been that close to her and I was really confused. I loved her, sure, but I dunno. It was really confusing, and heck, I'm still confused about it all. Interesting title by the way...

    comment sodaxpopxkat7714 · Community Member · Sat Oct 01, 2005 @ 02:42pm
    I can see what you mean but i kinda think you should go to the funeral. It's paying your last respect to them and all, and if you don't go, then you might regret it in the future. If my grandpa died i would definatly go even though it would probably rip my heart into tiny pieces.... oh god i'm tearing up right now just thinking about when he........ crying

    comment L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Sun Oct 02, 2005 @ 09:32pm
    Just f.y.i I did go to the funeral, mainly 'cause if I didn't my mom would of murdered me. It's just difficult to go to a funeral that you're already sad about or whatever, and you don't want to go to, but your parents are forcing you to and not listening a bit. I didn't ask if I had to go; I knew there was no other option. But if I had asked, my words would've fallen on deaf ears, that's for sure.

    comment sodaxpopxkat7714 · Community Member · Sun Oct 02, 2005 @ 10:04pm
    Yeah i guess that's true that parents force you, and usually they don't care because they think our teenage minds are garbage at this moment, but it couldn't hurt to go. Well maybe yes, inside it would, and maybe i'm a bit naieve because i've never been to a funeral........ why do funerals have to be so depressing? Why can't it be comforting?

    comment L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Mon Oct 03, 2005 @ 03:05am
    Funerals CAN be comforting, and many times they are. My uncle, for example, was sad when he went to his mom's funeral (my grandma), but he was also a bit happy, and comforted I guess. And I've only been to one funeral, unless you count the ones for my fish and rodents and stuff...but I don't think that those count... whee And I thought that our minds WERE filled with garbage...oh well. lol

    comment sodaxpopxkat7714 · Community Member · Mon Oct 03, 2005 @ 10:42pm
    The rodents should be honored..... 3nodding i sometimes wonder what would happen if my mom died, because some times she just pisses me off! God she thinks that all of my friends are influencing me and it's really getting annoying!

    comment L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Mon Oct 03, 2005 @ 10:56pm
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