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Okay..... a quick little (maybe) catchup on my life...... though.... stress will say it in a nutshell......
1. Working 40+ hours a week at a job that I hate cause the owners are cruel, power-hungry and greedy. If one of my co-workers want a cigarette break, they are not allowed to have one. Even a break for food or just to sit down for 10 minutes in a 9 hour shift. No breaks are allowed. I work at a privately owned Chevron Station..... for those who dont know...... there's 6 workers... typically two have the day off or whatever.... so 4 workers covering a 19 hour store day. On top of helping customers, we each have a ton of work to do and not getting done in our shift is no excuse to stay over. and if its not done.... then we get written up for it. and its 3 strikes your out. so.... I'm gonna end up getting written up for getting overtime. cause I aint working for free. stare Oh! and get this.... if someone drives off, we have to pay for that gasout of our checks, or get written up if we dont have their information. stare even if we are alone, and swamped with customers. They dont care. Its our fault and they want their damned money. GAH!!!
2. On top of working... I am in two college classes... math and history... though... *sighs* as I just failed a test in history.... I'm dropping it today.... yay...... gonna get yelled at even more...... *Sighs* sad Math isnt that hard... just the assignments are time consuming... and now I think I have to go buy a new calculator cause I think mine got swiped...... gonk *sighs* yay.... 100 bucks to get a new flipping calculator.....
3. My finances are going to be slim.... *sighs* very slim. I have to get alot of different things to get back to school in Idaho in January... as I live in TExas at the moment... I havent had a true winter in years.... so I need to get soemthing to "keep warm" I owe my parents insurance... and a hell lot of crap.... but I am going to go see some friends!!! even if I need to wait til the spring... I will come see you guys!! and ya'll can come see me too.... *hint hint*
4. We're in the process of moving... so that is stressful too....... sad .... cause I want to relax on my days off... but packing and crap..... too much to do...
5. I have a friend.... her boyfriend might not live... and she's taking it hard.... and .... I just.... *pauses*......
6. cry I want out of this life.... cry
*just completely depressed herself......*
*curls up in her dark corner in the rafters and sighs* the so called happiest part of my life is going fast... and I havent even gotten to enjoy it......
Rennassance fair hopefully on saturday... so I'll post pics if I get to go......
*curls up tight and whimpers*
 Marion-san · Thu Nov 11, 2004 @ 06:04pm · 6 Comments |
