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And if my lungs still let me breathe
OK. So. As of right now. My life is crap. Not only do I have the -joy- of a torn ligament in my ankle, but a TON of family issues. And while we're at it, throw in some strange nightmares that keep me from sleeping at night.
Really Badly Sprained Ankle: Yes, I really did fall off of bleachers at school and tear a ligament. And now I'm on crutches. I hate them. I'm a klutz without them, and it just makes things worse. I walk really slowly normally, and now I'm 10x slower. And everybody is taking care of me, and I feel SO FREAKING HELPLESS! And I feel bad for them. Sorry, it's just how I am. I hate others having to do so much for me, and I can't do anything back.
Freaking Family Problems: So, my gramma has been lying to us about crackhead coming. Yeah. It sucks. And everybody knows how much I can't stand liars. [And if you didn't, then you do now.] So I'm not really speaking to Gramma. =/ I just can't make myself forget all of the lies she's done just to protect a FREAKING CRACK HEAD! GET SOME ******** SENSE!!!!!!
Nightmares: They suck. End of story. And I always end up hurt in them. Really badly. Not gonna say much more than that...
In short, my life is just full of a lot of s**t right now. Honestly, I don't know how much more I can take before I just totally breakdown and cry.
...Will you be there for me?
 SuperSingingSox · Tue Oct 14, 2008 @ 11:20pm · 0 Comments |
