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color o teh day:::::::::::::
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
*thinks*
ORANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xd
As the title said, i am bored and i have to stay home from school because im sick with the flu... sad So i am taking this opentunity to write the past couple of days thoughts down in my journal. lesse....
yesterday: i was the happiest i've ever been! (evan though i was sick)
AND IDC IF RACH, SHADOW, OR KHALIA SEE THIS BUT I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE DARKSTRIPE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!! heart heart heart 4laugh Evrey time he kisses me i am at a lost for words... I WOUDL GIVE ANYTHING TO KISS HIM IN REAL LIFE!!!!!!!!! crying crying crying but yesterday he was sooooo sweet! i luv him! heart
today: i am noticing that i am not judging people as much as i used to... i am keeping more of an open mind, and idk why. But its a good thing. i didnt juge much in the past, but now i am even less.
I am also realising that i notice people more. I notice their actions, more of all. (i hardly pay attention to their words, i can concentrate on that, because darkstripe is always on my mind heart , becides, actions speek louder than words) ]
iam also a lot more paitent. now this doesnt mean that im paitent, it means that im am more than before xd . and i keep on picking up on peoples moods. its realy starting to annoy me. one moment i am extatic, the next i am devaststed... its pissing me off stare .
And now i am bursting at the seems with a secret! its killing me not to tell her!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i promiced, and im trying to do a better job at keeping promices.(im still srry, rach sad )
hmmmmm i should start doing a song o teh day too, huh? hm. idk, though. i think ill just stick with the color for now.
sooooooooo the last entry was kinda random, but i was trying to get my mind off of bloo- i mean........ er uh um........ IT WAS COLD TONIGHT! i was freezing! Mabey i shoudl bet a seccond blanket.... but then i would just fall off.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm....
OHH! THAT REMINDS ME!
the past few nights i've had dreams about darkstripe. they're odd, but very plesant biggrin In the first one he suddenly poped up in my room, i didnt recognise him, so i was kinda freeking out.... sweatdrop but we eventually figured it out, and then we were bolth delighted, despite the strange condidions of him apearing in my room in the middle of the night.
there was no couch, so we had to sit on the bed very quietly, because my sis was sleeping across the hallway (once again my sis ruins a experance, we could hear her snores from my room). but thats basically what we did the entire time. we just sat there...
In the seccond dream, i was expecting him, and was vrey happy when he showed up (still inexplicably). we sat on the bed, and i almost fell asleep, he was so warm and comfortable and i was so happy heart In the dream i wanted to kiss him, but i was scared to. i mean, the last time i even huged someone was 1 year ago, and i bowld the poor guy over. sweatdrop
in the third cream- OMG YAY! HES ONLINE!!! NVM! I TELL YOU LATER! SEE YA!