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Warning: Swearing and Other Scary Things Might be Written.
This is a cool story I found, but it's not written by me.

Well, I was 13. I was over at my friend for 2 years' house, and it was that visit that I had really started to notice her for more than a friend. To notice how beautiful she was, making me notice how wonderful girls were, but especially her. I was in love, my first girl crush (but she wasn't bi/lesbian). Of course, me being how shy I am, I never said anything. then, I had to move away from her, what a terrible thing that was. But anyway, not too long after I had moved away and got comfortable in my new home, I had gotten a MySpace, and found her, so we talked all the time. As lame as this is, lawl, there was a 'Love Survey' on MySpace. I filled it out, and posted it, knowing for sure she would see it. I checked later, and she had'nt yet, so I called her, and told her everything. Turns out, she was having the same feelings...

That winter break, I went to go visit my grandmother, which lives 30 miles away from where I had lived before, where 'she' lives. We made plans for me to come over and stay with her for about a week.
Skip foreward a few days, to a nice cold evening with her, our other friend, (that was also bi), and myself. We had ourself a little game of Truth or Dare. Yes, I was dared to kiss her, was too scared, but then she was dared to kiss me. This girl is not shy in the least. She scooted herself closer to me, and kissed me quickly, but this isn't the kiss I am counting. That was only a peck.

Later that night, our other friend had left, and it was late, as we sit side by side on the couch, listening to some calm music.
She spoke my name softly, making me look up, as she gently pulled my chin closer, looking into my eyes, she kissed me deeply. I kissed her back. The most passionate kiss i'll ever have. Then she held me as we listened to our music, rubbing my cheek and my back [me being the total uke I am xD], us both falling asleep right there.


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  • User Comments: [14]
    Hey, we've been friends for two years. ( ninja )

    comment x_hae · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 01:38am
    (It's not about us . . . We might as well forget everything that happened in Duluth.)

    comment Daniella Azoth · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 01:47am
    I already knew that much; I'm not pretty.

    Yeah, I'm sorry about that. Maybe if I wasn't so stressed at the time things could've been different.


    comment x_hae · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 01:58am
    You never listen to me do you . . .

    Hm . . .

    comment Daniella Azoth · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 01:59am
    What do you mean? I listen to you.

    comment x_hae · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 02:03am
    I've told you so many times that you are wrong, you are pretty. But apparently what I say makes no difference to you . . . stare

    comment Daniella Azoth · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 02:04am
    It's hard to believe that sometimes. I'm still the same ugly girl from fifth grade; its hard to gain back the self-confidence you lose when a boy tells you that you're ugly to your face, with the whole class watching.

    comment x_hae · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 02:10am
    He said that once, while I've told you many times. And he wasn't a friend, friends tell each other the truth.

    comment Daniella Azoth · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 02:11am
    I guess. Unsurprisingly, he doesn't have a girlfriend. ><

    comment x_hae · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 02:16am
    That's because all he speaks is lies . . . and no girl wants to love a liar because that's how they get cheated on.

    comment Daniella Azoth · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 02:18am
    Yeah. ^^

    comment x_hae · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 02:25am
    That's another reason why I dumped L.B. he was too much of a player . . . and I was afraid he'd just toy with my emotions.

    comment Daniella Azoth · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 02:27am
    He's short. ><

    comment x_hae · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 02:40am
    I didn't care about his height, but I cared about how he flirted with other women. And how he was so mad that I would not kiss him on the first day.

    comment Daniella Azoth · Community Member · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 02:42am
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