Dear Kitty,
the reason the tittle is Painful Secrets is because it's a movie.i love the movie cos...
Dawn isn't like other kids her age — full of typical teenage angst about boys, school and parents. Her pain goes far deeper, and to deal with her emotional overload she physically cuts herself. The problem of adolescent girls committing self-mutilation is very real, and this movie exposes the growing epidemic. It's a film you can't afford to miss.
kinda like me.i cut myself.started when i was 7.and up till now i have so many ppl trying to stop me but it's harder then it looks or sounds.my parents dunno i cut myself again.my mum knew when i was younger but she doesn't know now.and hopefully wont ever know again.i have a painful past.that u might be shocked to learn.but ur lucky if i talk.mostly i'll stare right through u without a movement nor sound.i'm trying to find help but where i live is kinda hard to find help.let along someone to talk to.so in the mean time of trying to find help.i confide in a pen and paper...plzz dun feel bad for me.i'll be fine.Jamie's frightened that i will bleed to death.only when i cut deep is only when my mum says horrible things about me...i try not to talk much for since i was younger every time i opened my mouth.i would either be called names or someone would hit me...so i stay away from crowds and never really talk unless spoken to.yet very small words come from my mouth.i keep it all in untill night arise and then i bleed them out...with a knife...but Kitty?the other night i was so sad and mad i couldn't control myself.i kept cutting and bleeding and yet...it felt good and i wanted more,and more blood to be shown upon my hands...i cried myself to sleep that night...looking back on all the things my mum ever said to me...thinking"what would happen if i were dead?"all my life that's all i ever thought about...suicide...outcast in my own family...if u knew,really knew what goes on beyond my closed doors...u probably would be speechless...
yours,
Marylou
Bella Of Night Moon Community Member 
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