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ok well, mostly my stepdad. he is being even more of an argumentative, contradicting b*****d than usual, and its eally pissing me off!

like, he doesn't want me to stay in this house for the winter when no one is here, but any place i find isn't good enough, or any living situation. like i could move in with some friends but NOOOOO! 'oh you cant live with friends! its a bad situation!' well fine i'll just move in with some stranger, would that work out better for you? is that a better situation?

yeah i'm skinny so what! i eat damn it! and he knows i do but no! its always why dont you eat more, you should put on more weight! I swear he thinks i'm anarexic or someting! but then he goes and complains about waht food we buy! ' i dont like this crap its too fatening!'

and then there is the fact taht my brothers girlfriend left for a while to sort some tings out, and now she is back and i personaly am very happy! i like his girlfriend and i know he really loves her, and i dont know if i am only getting part of what happen (no one tells me anything anyway) but every one seems to be mad at her, and my stepdad wouldn't stop griping about how its a bad situation, and he shouldn't have taken her bak.

WHY THE HELL IS EVERY THING A BAD SITUATION WITH HIM!? WHY THE HELL CANT HE MAKE UP HIS DAMN MIND ON THINGS?

Better question is why do i care? why do i even care what he thinks? it shouldn't make me so angery, they are just a stupid persons opinions! but i cant help it! it just pisses me off that he has to go agains every thing i say do or think, and that he refuses to be proven wrong!

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*breaths*....

okay rambling time is over...

((and no, i dont care that i didn't capatalize most to all if the 'I's in this!))