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i needa hang wit someone soon, i think im going crazy. i feel lonely, unloved, useless, underappreciated, underpressure, falling apart, on fire, in a snow storm. help me out? i cant fix me on my own, i need u to show meh how, how to be totally fine. be that person? i will forever be your friend.



i feel like i'm trying to pull you in,
feel like you're pushing me away
why cant you see what youve done?
why cant you see what you've made?
i've tried to tell you
tried to show you
but no matter what i do
no matter what i try
you'll never notice
never understand
what i'm going through
what i'm feeling
how i feel like laying to sleep
and never waking up
but no, you're too busy
too wrapped up in your important life
to notice me in this world
to help me along
i need your strength
i need your love
cant you see my tears?
cant you see my pain?
i feel invisible to the world
invisible to you
please help me find myself
help me regain lost trust
under no wing
forever a lost soul
i wander this world
through all the dark
searching for an object unknown
a destination waiting to be found
help me get there?
where ever it may be?
i need you now more than ever.
please be there for me.
when i call,
will you answer?
when i need you,
will you come?
when i cry,
will you wipe my tears away?
i want you to see that i'm not okay
but i dont know how to show you.