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why do I feel so empty
why cant I breath
this lump in my throat that wont seem to stop throbbing
I let myself be happy
I gave you my trust
my heart was yours
you wispered that you loved me, told me you wouldnt leave me
told me not to doubt you, that your worst nightmare was that I would leave
I allowed myself to think I was able to love again
but I guess it was all a lie
another betrayal
another gash in my arm
another tear down my chapped face
back to this lethargic state of being
back to self loathing
as if I actually deserved you
as if you actually loved me
how do I tell you this
when I still feel so much for you
how do I continue to walk
while tears are now blurring my view
how can I breath
when my insides are gone
I dont want to let go
so I cry holding onto these feelings
and all I see is you, leaving me
but I'm alive, I'm still alive
all around me I feel the air is thick
and all I can say is
I'm sorry....
 xXx-Nuala-xXx · Fri Aug 08, 2008 @ 12:16am · 0 Comments |
