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as the summer depleates, i feel a source of excitement fill my body; like i want it to be over with. yet when i think about stepping through those doors again, i get this sick feeling. it's like i'm excitingly depressed about it. i don't want it to end, but i need it to end. my life it now is driving me crazy!!
i sit at home and do nothing for the longest time ever and i do it day after day
i ran out of stuff to do by myself after like the 1st month
abut i know the hectic schedule of school is gonna drive me down, but i won't be alone, i kinda will cuz my sis is going to college soon, but i can last with that
i wasn't like attatche to her at all times, but we were close enough to where i'd miss her alot
u know what i mean?
maybe not... but i'm just going along with the days
i don't work as much, which isn't as good as i though it was
my paychecks are goig down, which means less money to pay for school stuff
yeah, i have to pay for everything now that i have a job
should of saw this coming
but it's worth it.
i like going to a stroe and being able to buy somehting with my own hard earned money
i work at flippin goodwill which isn't all that bad
just the customers can get pretty rude
well, that's it for now, byebye