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You know...I guess it's a nice deal that my we recieved the computer today and that my dad set it up and s**t...but it just proves how patheticly lifeless I am.

As I'm sure the majority of you know...School has started (on a Monday for me...) and I'm ******** pissed. I hate my school, my frineds are starting to piss the brain cells out of my head, and my body enjoys eating itself. -sigh- As I type this up I fight off a flow of tears and a wave of nausia.

I've started my junior year at Great Falls High and I honestly wish someone would come up to me and shoot me in the head. All the classes I'm in I'm probably too stupid to be in. Or just have no talent for. Even my "best" class pisses me off and gives me a daily headache, which by the way is Art...Studio Printing this year... I've got a total of about...actually...no flippin' friends. I'm such a ******** loser. Appearently I'm a wanna be goth because I'm not some ******** rich d**k who can shot at Hot Topic every other flipping week. My fadded highlights from about a year ago...possibly two, make me look old, and I'm an acne suffering. ugly geek who wears glasses that are the uglyest thing in the world.

I have no self esteen whatsoever. I'm in Coral Choir, and my voice leaves just before I get into class. I'm in drama and I'm a shitty actor. I'm in Intermediate Algebra 'cause I'm a ******** dumbass while my 'friends' are in Geometry and Trig and ******** rub it in my ******** face. I'm in Bio 3-4 but my have to drop it because I didn't do my shitty summer assignment of ******** bug catching...I'm taking U.S. History, which means I'll be taking Montana Government the first half of my Senior year...and english...just sucks... I so ******** gtired of school...Art class is full of obnoxious Preps who need thier head's chopped off and their bodies burnt in the darkest pits of hell. While everyone else is ******** annoying.

...Ugh...I guess I'm just going through some random, annoying mood swings. -sigh- This is what happens when people grow up; they get stupid and forgetful. I'm so sick of everything right now... Whatever...I appologize if I have officially pissed off, emotionally hurt, annoied, or just plainly wasted someone's time...