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just in here to write really
not much going on in my little world, how about u?
i've been writing alot of songs lately, which is a good sign right now
i've been trying to write a lovesong for a few days now, but nothing seems to come out right, you know what i mean? like the way i feel or want to feel doesn't look right on paper
it happenes alot when i try to use my real feelings and not just the ones the average person feels
like, when you're inlove and stuff. i don't know if i am, so when i write about it, i can't use that word. it's difficult. here's an example:


Verse 1:
i've pictured this day in my head for too long now
and nothing can get in the way
not them, not her, no one at all
i've wanted to say this, but don't really know how
and i am too afraid that
if i say it, i will fall

Prechorus:
but you deserve to know the truth and i
have nothing to fear but you
don't know how hard it is

Chorus:
it's been too long without you
i though i'd die cuz you weren't there
i can't live without
it's too hard to bear day after day
cuz when i'm without you
my spirit flys away
and all i can say, over and over again
is that i miss you

Verse 2:
i dreamed of this moment many times
but nothing compares to this
not them, not her, not one of them
and i can finally say that i got what's mine
yet i still remember that
i will lose you once again

Bridge:
you know what they say
the sun will rise up once again
and you will look across the horizen
you know what they say
the moon will shine bright again
and you will gaze up at the stars

well, that was a pretty good attempt, but it's not completely how i feel
yeah, i'm excited cuz i will be able to see him once again, but i know that after that, it'll be at least another month till it happenes again.
*sighs* life sucks, big time