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It's too bad I don't do much. Maybe if I was distracted, I wouldn't remember stuff and I wouldn't get frustrated because I'm remembering things that no one else seems to remember. It's not just people's interests and likes that change: it's EVERYTHING. I just change a little slower, and as a result, I'm 50 miles behind everyone else. I don't know what the hell is going on. All I know is that I'm really confused. I know nothing about anybody. But everyone seems to know me pretty well. There is no point to this stupid Gaia thing. I'm just talking. I hate that half my friends have boyfriends now. It gets so much harder to do stuff with them 'cause they're always busy. It's just aggravating. I'm just a convenience, not really a friend. I can just be ditched whenever.
and just because I'm being bitter and honest (weird combination), I 'll say this: I didn't even ask anything off my sticky note. I realized, looking at it, that I couldn't ask that without seeing first a general idea of where things stand. So I didn't ask anything at all.
 nepie · Mon Jun 09, 2008 @ 04:33pm · 0 Comments |
