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Every day i try to be me but no one wants that
they want me to be them but i can't
i try but i doesn't work
so i try to be me
but it gets old after a while
i start to lose myself trying to be them
and when i do lose my self no one cares
so i lose who i am and i am not myself
i become them the one thing that i hate in this world
but i even forget that
so i lose myself in them
eventually i find myself again through painful memories
which make ever thing worse
but know that i remember who i am
its not the same i can not go back to the way i once was
so i try being a new me
p.s. if you read this this is the why i vent
 kattychick429 · Tue Jun 03, 2008 @ 06:05am · 0 Comments |
