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Alright a mini rant.

Sunday was an awful, awful day. Ultimatium from boyfriend, and then the news that two of my closet friend were mad at me. Well, Stefani I got the issue resolved with, thank god, because the tension in my house was enough to have me polish up an old suicide note. However.... I do not think me and Larissa will EVER repair. Nor will I be the one to make the effort.

I am tired of people cutting in where it is not their place to and getting angry over stupid STUPID things. There was a lack of communication, and it caused a problem BETWEEN ME AND STEFANI. If she can forgive me for my part in it, then that should be the end of it. But, no. Instead Larissa went and said the most hurtful thing she ever could about me, and I will NOT tolerate that. Especially from someone I considered a friend. I was twisted into a villan where I was not, and a simple misunderstanding turned into feelings getting hurt and CRUELTY on her part. If she can own up to her own actions and apologize maybe I will forgive her, but doubtful. She considers me disposable, and worthless and I will NOT let anyone treat me that way when I was for ONCE in MY LIFE looking out for me. I am done.

Lin, Nori, Sempai, Mingo... I love you all. Andy I love you too.