I'm sad. I feel as if i've lost a friend. Ducky is my best guy friend, my only friend at school that I could always be with no matter what. Now he has a girlfriend and he has to pay attention to her now. I'm happy he has a girlfriend, now he won't mope around like he did. He's happy, so i'm happy since i was always very sensitive to how he acted. But i miss my friend. I miss him a ton. It's not the same when we hang around now, basically i have a few minutes with him, maybe we'll drift apart because of this. I'd be sad since i really considered him my best guy friend. But it's time to back off and find a new place where to hang out. I never really thought about it, but he was my only friend in that school who I would miss the most, everyone else is just aquaintances. He was my friend. A best friend. I felt really akward during lunch when i was sitting by myself, i hadn't eaten lunch by myself in a long time. Usually it was always with him. I'm real comfortable around him, i've known him almost two years and he knows a ton about me. He's earned my trust. I hope things get a bit easier for me, maybe i'm just getting used to this change still.
Nirrina · Sat May 03, 2008 @ 05:14am · 1 Comments |