MY DAD CAN BE SUCH AN a**
I GET THAT HE'S TRYING TO HELP ME BUT THAT'S WHERE HE'S KINDA A FAULTY DAD. HE EITHER DOES NOTHING OR SMOTHERS ME IN IRRATIONAL RULES THAT PRACTICALLY CRUSH MY SOUL.
JUST NOW HE WAS BEING A TOTAL DICKWAD ABOUT HOW I'M NOT ALLOWED TO WATCH ANY TV, READ FOR FUN, OR BASICALLY TO ANYTHING ENJOYABLE FOR THE NEXT MONTH
A ******** WHOLE MONTH
GOD KNOWS THAT HE'S GONNA COME UP AND APOLOGIZE, THIS TIRED LOOK ON HIS FACE BUT I'M NOT BUYING IT NOW.
HE CAN HAVE SUCH A TEMPER SOMETIMES THAT I WONDER IF LOSING MOM BROKE HIM OR SOMETHING AND NOW HE'S LIKE DR. JECKYLL AND MR. HYDE 24/7
I NEVER KNOW WHICH ONE IS GONNA COME OUT AND OO BOY IF IT'S HYDE THEN YOU'D BETTER DUCK AND COVER. THE THING IS, LAST NIGHT WAS GOOD FRIDAY AND AFTERWARDS WE WENT TO BIG BOYS WITH MARIA, potential girlfriend material for dad, AND WE HAD A GOOD TIME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME.
TODAY WE'RE GOING TO THE PALM SUNDAY SERVICE AT 10:30 AND IT LASTS TILL ABOUT 12;30 AND THEN WE EAT MEAT whee LOTS AND LOTS OF MEAT
BUT NOOOOOOOOOO, DAD HAS TO BE A CRANKY a** TODAY WHEN I WAS SOO EXCITED ABOUT US BEING A FAMILY FOR ONCE INSTEAD OF ALWAYS SCREAMING AT EACH OTHER LIKE THE FREAKING MALCOM FAMILY WITHOUT THE HOLLYWOOD SCRIPTS!
PLUS MOM'S B-DAY IS THIS WEDNESDAY AND IF HE PLANS ON RUINING THAT BY NOT LETTING ME READ WITH HER LIKE WE USED TO THEN I'M GETTING MY a** EMANCIPATED.
I'VE GOT MUSIC BLASTING TO CALM ME DOWN BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE I WANT TO THROW SOMETHING OUT MY WINDOW OR CRY OR SOMETHING.
AT LEAST DAD DIDN'T HAVE TO BAN ME FROM GOING OUT WITH FRIENDS.
I ONLY HAVE ONE AND SHE REALLY JUST HANGS OUT WITH HER GROUP AND NEVER INVITES ME. I'M FINE WITH THAT. REALLY I AM.
MAYBE IF I TRY AND CLEAN MY ROOM OR SOMETHING I MIGHT BE ABLE TO CALM DOWN.
today was supposed to be about me, dad, and laura
now i just want it to be over
Happiness is having a large, loving, caring, close-knit family in another city.
George Burns
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