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Rain Drops
I lie in my bed, motionless and dead
Listening to the drip drip drip in my head
And look to the window.
Life flashes in front of my eyes
As I watch the rain fly by
On a torrent of wind
That howls at me from in my room
The soft patter of my life
Etches itself in my heart
And helps me to realize this deadness
That has creeped upon me, without my knowledge
The redness in my eyes
Confuses me so,
As I keep my life behind this veil
Of dreading blood
Drip Drip Drip A little of me flys by
Into that large cup; the ocean or sea
And I lay immobile,
Wishing for my death
The life I live
Is no longer alive
Has it ever been alive?
No, I think not.
But, this life I live, here right now
Is all I have to cling on to
So I live, with little regrets
But so much anger, boiling inside me.
This anger I speak of, it swallows me whole sometimes
So I must lock myself in a dark room with no lights
And no way out
Harming others is not my way of life
Destinations, places I wish to go
Mean nothing to me in this world
But I go to each
As if to live a little more
So I will live, my dear
In this dead world
And love, and cry, and listen to the rain drops in my heart
As I watch my memories fly by
 Lady_Esmerel · Sat Aug 06, 2005 @ 05:38am · 4 Comments |
