The way things were sophmore year, if someone had told me what now would be like, I would've laughed at them, called them crazy, and refused to believe anything good could happen. We were going to go our separate ways, but that went out the window 2 months later. For the longest time, I thought I was so pathetic. I practically lived for the next IM, was so happy to see a window appear. At the same time, I was puzzled by so much of it. LOL! Way back when, I had made a messy student and a proper student, and I commented that it was too bad they didn't have a bubble gum bubble b/c that would be funny!!!!! They have them now!! xd
hmm....that's suspicious. lol, besides the fact that I saved almost every IM for about a year there. I'm surprised I didn't pay the question much notice at the time. DUDE. And I thought I was bad. ha. haha. HA. We're so alike, it's almost too weird.
...that year where I was saving IMs, I'm glad I did. It's so easy for a person to lead me where I do not wish to go, especially if I feel lonely. I look at them, and I can remember exactly how I felt at the time, what I was thinking, everything. ha, I'd forgotten about Patrick not saying hi to me and apologizing later. His reasoning sucked, though. I'm going to take this opportunity to say that every single boy I have ever talked to on AIM has been REALLY stupid at least once, some so often I lost count.
o.O I just found my paper on the Theology of the Body. And there was an IM mixed into a school folder. That's interesting...
nepie · Sun Mar 23, 2008 @ 01:51am · 0 Comments |