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Just certain things.
Poem of Dedication to Savana M. M.
Read this Well, Let this Sink in, Take in My Meaning.
Your Always being Knocked Down while ur Still Leaning..
I don't want to Be Crude to you,
But That Guy isnt responding to You deep gratitude,
I don't want at all to make it hurt.
But He doesnt Love u, and Im tired of him treating u like Dirt.
I don't want you To Cry,
To Cry Over that Basturd who doesnt deserve those Tears that go by,
& Go down Ur face, Like never ending Waterfalls of Sorrow.
Because of him, those tears will still be there tomarrow,
Im so Sick of his Lies he says to you.
And that False hope u always want to Carry in ur Heart, where that Sadness is To.
You may not want to stop Loving Him,
But I dont give a rat, With him ur future is Looking Grim..
Death is on ur Mind often, He took ur heart and Slammed
It into a Wall. And I'll be Damned
If I let ur life end, If I let u fall..
I Love you like Family and If you wont Pick up
The pieces of Ur Heart, I'll take ur hand and Make you- & Becus of that Schlup,
You have scars On ur Arms.... Perfectly aligned
Ur tainted love for Him has made u Blind~
U don't Need him, And I'm not sure how i Can
Reach out to Help you, But thats all Im Trying to do, But Your short attenchion span
Won't let you understand that..
My dear Friend, He has hitten you hard, Straight at the chest with a Baseball Bat
I know it hurts to hear this, And I'm so very Sorry..
But you've been stuffed into a small box, where it isnt very Airy-
Where its hard to breathe, Think, or even Live..
And to put it rudely, He doesnt love you, But Please dont give
In to your pitiful sorrow, Again, There will always be a Tomarrow-
And once it comes, You can forget the pain of Today, Which then will Be Yesterday
forget the Hurt he made u feel, And even Forget him, You don't need to pay
For his dumbass Self. You Honestly Do Deserve Better-
WAY better then Him, So take this Open letter
And read it with Acceptance, Go ahead, Cry till you Cant cry No more
Then Please let it ur wound Heal, You can find someone else To Adore
Who Isnt that jerk. Im not going to stand for this Anymore.


To My Best Friend, Sister, and pretty Much My Only Family:
Savana. I love you deeply like my very own sister,
And I'm tired of your love for Jacob.
His never-ending Abuse to your heart is Aggravating to me,
And I want make this Circus of Emotion to Stop.
For good.
You've been, and Are going through hard times,
I know how its Like, Dont forget that..
Im here to help, And Im here becuz I want to help
I've comforted you This whole time, But It pains me to see you Cry.
Especially Over that d**k-Wad Jacob..
I don't know what Else to say Except
PLEASE!! You God Damned Whore, STOP LOVING JACOB!!
... Now,... Im not saying this just because i think hes a Jerk,
I mean.... Honestly I lied About that. I could careless for how he Acts,
But the true Reason I HATE That d**k is Because of how He hurts You.
I didn't want to tell you thats Why I hate Jacob.
But sadly, That IS why.
.. I know if you even read this, It was a failed attempted from the Start To make you Stop Liking... Loving... Obsessing Over Jacob
But I care about you, So I don't care about that
lolz, I know that doesnt make To much Sense But To bad.
Savana. You Deserve Better....



In Honor Of Nurse Of Death.
My closet non-blood Related Family Of Anykind That I'll Ever have.


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  • User Comments: [2]


    jayne,i know for a fact that jacob has hurt me so much,has caused me to put a gun to my head & pull the trigger,has gotten me to do anything for him,has teased me,has gotten to the point of getting expelled for him,i know he's hurt me,but i choose to ignore,i know its bad,but i love him,i really do,i love him more than anything,i want him & i need him,i want him to understand how much i love him,i dont care if you tell him,i really dont,all i want is to be with him,or at least a long hug from him,thats all i want,nothing more,nothing more than a hug from jacob


    comment Raggle Muffin · Community Member · Fri Mar 21, 2008 @ 10:38am
    Wow,it sounds like savana is really in love with this guy,well you write beautiful poetry smile

    comment Caramel Mocha Bar · Community Member · Fri Mar 28, 2008 @ 08:07am
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