i talked to him
It was amazing.
The best converation we have had in 9 months.
I truly miss him with all my heart,
And I know he does too.
It was like a dream.
But this time, It was all real.
I keep thinking Ill will wake up and it wont be true.
We talked for an hour pretty much about everything almost.
Well, nothing akward.
But just about our lives nowdays.
He told me he wanted me to call him again.
I told him I would.
Im really hoping I can get him to come to portland on spring break and we can meet up.
He goes to portland almost every weekend!
So seeing him again is a very high possiblilty.
I feel good about talking to him, but at the same time,
So scared.
I dont know if it was a mistake or not.
I hope it wasnt.
I feel like Im starting to fall in love with him all over again. But Im not supposed to.
I honestly dont know what to do.
me and him getting back together in the future.
For some reason I feel thats true.
I feel like this isnt over between us, and that he is the one.
Im really hoping this isnt just leftovers.
I just dont know.
If my mom finds out im talking to him again, therefore, on the PHONE...I will be busted.
Life is complicaing.
Thanks for letting me spill to you in a journal.
Akeioni Community Member 
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