The plot to run away was blown out of the water.... It seems i don't have the guts to just pack up and leave... but oh bloody freaking well... Buttonz's house is just down the damn road... it wouldn't really be running away cause mom would know where i was going any way... and she's come home before me every damn day that i've been psycho and wanting to run away... So yeah.. im stuck.
But today i've noticed that the moment i get home everything seems to be ok once again... i didn't have a feeling of dread when i came in and i actually smiled at my mom and didn't try to tear Cory's head off... and on the ride down to the doc's place mom and Cory didn't fight!
Then i got home... Dad barked at me cause i had jacked his candy as a joke but he had had a chocolate craving last night and demanded i give him his chocolate back so i fished it out of my dresser seeing as how it was the perfect place to hide it... Then Cory found out that the damn chips Ahoy cookies mom bought where for dad and Tammy, not just the whole damn family, that b***h fit didn't last long cause he found out that the vaccum was taken from his room! Oh dear lord mom almost left when that fight started up with dad and Cory... then so far everything is all calm... cause cory has no reason to b***h, dad is in his room, Tammy is cooking, mom is watching TV and im on the comp like always... Sometimes i wonder if EVERYONE in this house is Bi Polar or something..Cause it certainly seems that just the smallest thing can flip a persons b***h switch.. I know dad is Bi Polar... and Tammy is cause they got docs to say so... and i think mom is too.... but we don't know about me or Cory... *shrugs* Oh well... things have gone back to freaking normal for the most part...
Dr. Hale gave me new meds! yay woot.. NOT! Now im on Zoloft and Concerta... And i didn't take my meds this morning so i have a raging headache... Buttonz has officially dropped out of freaking school, i knew she would do it eventually but i still want her to come back and just dink around with me and everyone else...
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