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Why the Hell do I Bother
Can you feel it? ( before i became one of them)
Verse 1:
it could take us a matter of time
but i know we'll make it
just you wait and see
it can be a hard hill to climb
but i know we can take it
it's just you and me (can you feel it)

Prechorus:
the steady beat of our feat agianst he darken field
we don't need them to live
we don't need them

Chorus:
you woke me up on the inside
before the darkness cold seep through
before i became one of them
you took me out the corner
before there words were my own
before i became one of them
you save me from all of them

Verse 2:
it could take a matter of days
but it'll be worth it
just you wait and see
it'll be a risk in every way
but i know your worth it
it's just you and me (can you feel it?)

Bridge:
have you ever seen the sunset
dying out as the day ends
that where i was all my life
becasue i didn't know,
and this is what you showed me,
it'll come up again
you'll be around again




well, that's it
it's kinda a slow, easy rock song if u really think about it... and it's a true story
anywho, hiya people
nothing new in my world except for me and sleeping
it's like my body doesn't like to sleep anymore, and it's kinda funny
i dream of a perticualar person, and i keep waking up at night, but if i don't, it takes me like an hour to get to sleep, then i'm asleep the whole night
i'm stuck between a river of choice i guess
i've noticed that i really hate making decisions, especially for other people
too much power at one time for me
i'm afreais to make mistakes, bt i know that i have to in order to learn
my mom won't let me make any mistakes cuz she expects the worst outcome
*sighs* anyone want my mom? i'll pay u to take her away for about a month or so
also, every mistake i've meade, she partially blames on my friends for being a bad influence on me
they had nothing to do with it
i mean, i was having a bad year i suppose, trying out new things and failing at it, but she thinks it's becasue i s[pend so much time with freinds that i'm not focused anymore or that my moral compass is off
i love my freidns, and without them, i would of been brainwashed by my mom
cuz of them, i'm not cooped up in my ouse all the time during vacations and weekends
my mom is always complaining that i'm on the computer alot on weekends, but when i'm not, she thinks i'm corrupt or soemthing
probably thinks i'm out having sex or seomthing liek that,... which i would never do
i'm happy with the way i am, but not the way i have to live it
when i'm not around family, i feel like i'm not tied down to what they want me to do
i have my limits and i can get as close to them or as far away as i want to cuz no one is there holding my hand
i won't go out of them cuz i know the consequences and understand that they're wrong, but i still wouldn't mind getting close to that ig uess, to truly feel like i'm living
okay, i'm blabbing on about almost nothing... and i'm loving it!
srry for the people who regualarly read these journals... you might fall asleep before u read this all
my life had enough drama for lifetime... maybe too much
well, byebye people


marluxiasflower
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