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Everytime I feel shot down, pushed away, left alone, or wanting to cry, I get closer. I get closer to the Edge, and once I fall, I will never get back up. No stranger will help me, they'll probably leave me, they have their lives to live. My heart is so full of wounds from a friend betraying me, to a family member dying. 'How much of this must I go through?' my heart asks as it bleeds. My soul is fading slowly as I get closer to the Edge. I hope that once I go over the Edge, I'll be able to be free from the pain I feel now, but then there'll be the people I love that'll be left behind to cry. 'I love my friends....they mean the world to me' my mind tells me, but my heart still aches. It's now a battle between heart, and mind, both so strong, both that have equal control. I feel so confused....not knowing what will become of me, soon though, it'll come to me, and hopefully, it won't be too late.
 Homunculus Netami · Thu Jan 10, 2008 @ 01:57am · 1 Comments |
