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Lots of things are changing. The weather, the news, people, my home, even myself. And I don't feel like I'm changing for the better. I became some angry, hateful person all of a sudden. Or I feel like it. And although I'd like to go off on a rant on why it isn't my fault, I'm going to rant about why it is. Maybe that'll teach me to stop being me.
1.] I spend to much time on the computer.
2.] Whenever my mom tries to talk to me, I get angry, so I'm going to kick myself and try to be nice.
3.] I'm tired. I'm going to bed earlier from now on.
4.] I'm not "healthy". By kicking my computer to the curb for a while, I'll have more time to focus on what I eat, when I exercise, and I think I'll take some multi-vitamins too. Yeah.
5.] Look for something positive is every situation. Even if I'm about two centimeters from crying.
Okay. This should make anyone happy, right? Being healthy and having good relationships with my family, right? God I'm so tired. And I just want to be left alone. But that's not an option, seeing as how everyone seems to want me to do things for them and be a participant in "family time".

Aah... Gotta go. But first, a picture of me and my sister in front of out holiday tree.

Merry Christmas.