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Yeah It hurts: oh k
Yeah It hurts: i have something to send you when u log off
still 14 has changed their name to I'm Horrible.
I'm Horrible: y
Yeah It hurts: Becuase i'd send it now
Yeah It hurts: But U have to go in 5mins
I'm Horrible: uhh ok
Yeah It hurts: why r u horrible
Yeah It hurts: ?
I'm Horrible: because i make u sad... and not happy
Yeah It hurts: Gte it right
Yeah It hurts: U made me sad
Yeah It hurts: past tense
I'm Horrible: ok thats y i am horrible
Yeah It hurts: doesnt make u horrible
Yeah It hurts: Just why did u say what u said?
I'm Horrible: the other night?
I'm Horrible: because u were saying u think about suicid
Yeah It hurts: I SAID I THINK ABOUT IT DOESNT MEAN ID DO IT
I'm Horrible: so wat
Yeah It hurts: SO IT GIVES U THE JUSTIFACATION TO SAY "WELL I GUESS U DONT LOVE ME"
Yeah It hurts: ?
I'm Horrible: because i got scared when usaid that i don't want uto ******** commit suicide and if u think aobut it i thought u didn't care about me
Yeah It hurts: i think about what would happen if i ever did!
I'm Horrible: ok good, u never told me that yesturday
Yeah It hurts: I care about you . ur the only person who keeps me from doing it
I'm Horrible: do u forgive me? sad
Yeah It hurts: i do but it doesnt change how i feel
I'm Horrible: how do u feel?
Yeah It hurts: Well Its hard to say
I'm Horrible: oh...
Yeah It hurts: but i basicly just went over everything i was gonna send you.
Yeah It hurts: Last night you mad me more Sad then I already Was... " Well I guess u dont love me" ??? That Hurt me...
What do i got to do, to show you that i do!!. Your Last Thought I think Before i go to sleep , the First Thought when i wake up.
I think about you all the Time. I Would do anything for you. I Love You Soo Much
Yeah It hurts: thats what i was gonna send
I'm Horrible: im soo sry
Yeah It hurts: I understand that
I'm Horrible: errr
I'm Horrible: its been more than 5 minutes i got to get to bed before my mom comes back up
Yeah It hurts: ohk
Yeah It hurts: Good Night
I'm Horrible: night
I'm Horrible: im very sry sad sooooooo sry and i love u sooo much idk y i ever said that...
<3<3<3<3talk to u tomorrow<3<3<3<3
Yeah It hurts: i love u too