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All I see is peoples' faces looking back at mine
trying to dig into my mind
But they can't get pass that fence
that holds me close to them
Either way I'm ********...

Yup...I ******** up again and I think this time theres no turning back. I'm not sure how many will read this tonight. I'm not sure how many will ask whats wrong. I'm not sure how many really cares. But I do know this is a problem I'm going to fix myself. Like all my other problems. Cause no matter how lectures and no matter how many hugs I get, it's me that has to take them and wrap them into something that will help me. I know a lot of my friends are gonna be mad because I want to do things alone, but this is something they wouldn't understand were I'm coming from right now. Even if they tried I'm sure they'll just try to arguer with me, telling me I'm wrong. Well, love them still but they don't have my face. And I don't have theirs.