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ok so, the school dance is tomorrow night, and it has taken me all week to decide what to wear, and i'm really excited cause i'm getting my hair cut right before the dance so it's going to look great, and since this is the last school dance of the year i'm utterly determined to have fun, plus the dance is going to be totally awesomness cause it's being done all preoffesional by these break danceing dudes, with proffesional dj's and a light show etc. but for sum reason even through my excitment, i am totally freaking. and i mean majorly freaking out!!!!!

maybe it's the stress of only haveing two weeks left till the holidays, and the teachers are pushing us really hard, or maybe it's because i've somehow goten myself signed up to sing at one carols concert, play flute at anouther, and play flute at my schools presentation night when i still can't play the rotten peices, or maybe it's because teachers keep blameing me for things i didn't do, which makes me feel clumsy and dumb even though i know i'm not, or maybe it's because i'm concerned because my 13 year old friend has done something realy really bad, and is planning on getting drunk on friday night, then is moveing to queensland so i won't even be able to keep half an eye on her anymore and stop her doing something reallly really really really bad.

I don't know. All i know is that the sooner i go on holidays and get the heck out of this hole, the better!!!!! burning_eyes