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Well, it's finally happened. I've been relegated to the back corner in physics. I've been half expecting it all year. It was too much to expect to be even slightly included. It was really only a matter of time before Ashley asked me if we could switch places. She's pretty far away from all her friends, I suppose. I'm in the perfect spot, in a way, right in the middle of it all. Was. I agreed to switch with her. So, now I'll just be in the back corner, and there goes the little bit of fun I got to have.
Same thing happened in english, too. Except now I sit in the front, with everyone behind me.
It's kinda depressing, really. It's like someone saying, "hey, you're nice and all, but you're pretty much where I want to be so I can chill with my friends." Thanks. I don't want to sit back there. I'm going to be all alone again. Even though I'm just moving one row over and one desk back, it's exile. Who's gonna bother to turn around and talk to me? I'm still just that stupid girl who always tries to act like I belong, but everyone including me knows I don't.
Out of sight, out of mind. you know?
~nepie
 nepie · Sat Dec 01, 2007 @ 02:59am · 0 Comments |
