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Alastor: Reflections in the Blood

What are your sins? What are the sins of your kith and kin? Shall I unravel them? Shall I delve into the darkest recesses of your soul and find those secret guilts and shames? Shall I bring you torment? Shall I bring you blood?

Alastwr
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Posted: Sun Jun 19, 2005 @ 11:42pm

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	To Rae To Rae...if all we had fell apart. If all we felt suddenly meant nothing and we lost it all. If i lost you. This is how my mind would eventually come to see it. Atleast in this life i was loved by you. Atleast in this life...i loved my soulmate atleast once and it was returned. Ronan Keating: In this Life For all I've been blessed with in this life There was an emptiness in me I was imprisoned by the power of gold With one honest touch you set me free Let the world stop turning Let the sun stop burning Let them tell me love's not worth going through If it all falls apart I will know deep in my heart The only dream that mattered had come true In this life, I was loved by you For every mountain I have climbed And ever raging river crossed You were the treasure that I longed to find Without you love I would be lost Let the world stop turning Let the sun stop burning Let them tell me love's not worth going through If it all falls apart I will know deep in my heart The only dream that mattered had come true In this life, I was loved by you In this life, I was loved by you

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[i:8d39b92d99]I watch ya while ya sleepin', I see ya when ya awake. I know when ya bad or good, so be good for goodness sake. Oh ya better watch out, ya better not cry, ya better not shout I'm tellin' ya why.

Alastwr is commin' to town![/i:8d39b92d99][/align:8d39b92d99]

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Commented on: Mon Jun 20, 2005 @ 09:47pm


	You know what? I like this Ronan Keating fellow. Honestly, this is an older song, and I happen to love this song. No, I'm not kidding you. Honest to god. I'll sing it for you next time I'm on the mic on yahoo. Well the chorus atleast. It's been a while since I have heard it so I only remember the tune to the chorus. Yeah I know I am totally over looking the emotional aspect of this journal entry, but that's because I'm sick right now and I am emotionaly drained. I love you, more than I let myself believe sometimes because if I admitted it it would cost me my sanity I fear. To know that I have found that one person, and yet in truth I have not found him, because here you are. My soul mate, half a world away. I don't know what I'de do, if I lost you. Have fun with your friends today ok? I guess we will talk tomorrow. All my love ~ Rae ~

Commented on: Fri Jul 01, 2005 @ 06:52am


	You know it's funny. I suddenly just wanted to be online and so I got off the phone with Donny. I realized I hadn't read your journal in a while and I forgot the last song you had in it. How could I? I also wondered if you had put in a new one. Well as I signed on Gaia guess which song I started singing? Yes, this one. I sing it now, and I understand it's message. I need to leave you Tim. I want to keep you in my life as a friend but I find I can't. It's too bitter and not enough sweet. I will always love you, and I know I was loved by you. That's all that matters. I guess I sorta know now we will never be together IRL. But deep down I will always keep that small dream stored away somewhere. So, I am not mad at you. I am mad at myself for not being able to maintain a friendship with you. I have to do this or else I will go insane... oh wait, I already am. Anyway, I can't talk to you anymore except for one PM everynow and then, otherwise I will end up in tears and I can't take it. Enough with the damned waterworks... I hope you get this... heart ~ Rae ~ heart

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Commented on: Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 02:40am


	nice song, so true.

Commented on: Sat Jul 23, 2005 @ 09:59am


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