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Well guys here I am again with tears pooling down my bruising cheek, and wounded pride. Here I am again with sad tales of pain, suffering, and pitiful fights. Here I am again because none of my love ones can hear my voice shake and quiver with the anguish that holds me to this fear and shame. Why do I even bother to write this now? I know in the end it will be I who pulls myself up. In the end I will be the one to lead myself out of this hell hole, only to fall back down. Why even bother anymore...? The only reason I've gone this far is for the very people who are not here now. I've been so strong for them. So strong that so little strength has went into making my life better.
I've been beaten by a man that I love with all my heart. I've been hurt by him before. When I wake up, he will still be in my life. When I go to school, he'll be in my books. When I hang out with friends, he'll be there. I'm trapped and there's no way out.
 LadyxGemini · Sat Nov 24, 2007 @ 04:07am · 1 Comments |
