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Rawr. I love you all. ^_^
Another poem, yet again


I walk this path alone tonight
The stars stare blankly back at me
There is nothing in my mind tonight
Except for my strange feelings

Cut my throat
Leave me to die
There is nothing there,
But a single try

I wrote to myself today
You know what I said?
"Kill me" , "Death to my soul"
Is this really what is right?

No one in this world can save me from myself
Except for me
But I cannot seem to save myself
Do I want to be free?

I suppose the answer is yes,
Then why do I continue to cause myself so much strife?
I think I am loosing it
My sanity and my purity

So kill me now,
Dear Lord of Heaven
So I may see by beloved Steven
Who may be the only one who can save me
From my misery


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  • User Comments: [5]
    i hate standing by and watching you suffer..but..i do not know what to do my dear ki..but prey...

    comment demon_yuna · Community Member · Sat Jun 11, 2005 @ 07:21am
    You do not think I have tried that. Do you know how many nights I have sat there and just asked God to heal me. To make this stupid pain go away? I hate it! It is the worst feeling in the world! Knowing I can fix the damn pain, but something inside of me just will not ******** let me do it! Damnit!!!!! It sucks so much, having all this pent up rage and sadness deep inside me, just waiting to be released. God, I want to kill something now. Where is my knife....

    comment Lady_Esmerel · Community Member · Sat Jun 11, 2005 @ 07:29am
    *looks at her post* eek cry I am sorry, Senpai, I did not mean to lash out at you.

    comment Lady_Esmerel · Community Member · Sat Jun 11, 2005 @ 07:43pm
    put the knife down Ki...

    comment Necromancer_Faust_VIII · Community Member · Mon Jun 13, 2005 @ 09:10am
    It is down, for now... stare

    comment Lady_Esmerel · Community Member · Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 02:35am
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