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So the whole incident that plauged me has now been ridden from my mind.

.. But now it seems as though it is only to arise again.
I've been invited to a Graduation party and most likely I will be meeting up with the same person who I hurt badly. The same person who I had to fight myself to rid of.

However, I've gotten permission from my beau to attend the party, he's aware that the victim of my cruelty will be there, so I promised I would not talk to him.

But I lied.
I lied. Completely.


I know it. I'm ready for it. To confront who I cut off is actually the reason why I'm going.

I can't live without asking for his forgiveness.

But I can't let love' know.