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Verse 1:
Have you heard the story?
of the girl who couldn't take it
Down the roof she goes
Deep down inside
It just seems she couldn't take it
And only one knows
The words she left unsaid

Chorus
I'm drowning alive
In pure gasoline
Waiting for someone to strike the match
She always tried to
Be part of the team
But the unbearable pressure made her crack
Screaming over the edge
"I will not suffer."
Looking back at him
"I'll love no other."
Drowning alive

that's all i have don't for now... don't ask why i put it in this color.
i know it looks depressing, but i'm fine... i'm not depressed
this is just the crap i like to write from time to time.

well, while i'm here, i want to talk to you all
if i haven't told you yet, me and vex... vexnod have broken up
actually, he broke up with me.
she said i was always getting him introuble, and i' was dominant.
now, i wanna tell you what i think, you ready.
he was weak... weaker then me.
i have only gotten him in touble once
i mean, yeah, he'd get grounded for us talking too much, but that's not my fault. i did nnot point a gun to his head saying "keep talking or i'll kill you."
next, just so you know, he hasn't talked to me in about 3weeks.
he said in a note... not to my ******** face, that he still loves me
well, i've never sensed that love
he's a wimp, and he wonders why i'm dominant
it just pisses me off to think that he blames me for everything that happend.
and something else that irks me is... he said he'd never let me go
he promised me that, over and over again, and i believed him
that's why, about 3 days after we broke up, i cried
yes, i cried some.
and vex, if you're reading this, then you know
i'm so mad at you you know
all you had to do during our relationship was tell me.= " her marly, you're kinda controlling" and i would of changed, becasue i don't want to be controlling.
and face it vex, you don't ******** love me.
you just said that to make you seem more compasionate, well it's not working
i know you
you're an attention whore, but i still loved you
you were immature at the wrong times, but i still loved you
you'd rather hug my cat then me, but i still loved you
you would pick your freinds over me at times, but i still loved you
and, i accedently make you get introuble, and it's over.
look at all the crapo i had to put up with with you, cause no on'es perfect.
no one is vex
and now i feel llike crap cuz i'm having trouble pickin gmyself back up.
every guy i think is cute reminds me of you
i bet will never go out with anyone for a long time cuz of you
my mom doesn't trust me anymore, cuz me and you didn't work out
i... i hate you vex

opkay, away from cussing him out
so, that's how i felt about him
i've wanted to say that for a long time now... it's good to get out.
anywho, if he ever read this, not that he comes on anymore, i would be happy
he needs to know.
i knew i should of egged his house

okay, byebye everyone!!!