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why do i feel so betrayed ?
where did i put that blade ?
why does the world hate me ?
can any of them see ?
my damn parents,
my ******** x-boyfriend,
a bad dream,
i just want to scream !
it started as a cut here and there,
and all i could do was stare.
i cut and cut but it don't help.
i feel no pain,
its all drained...
as i cry not cause of pain but cause of you.
why you to ?
i take the rope and tie it up,
i try to die but it won't work.
don't you see my cries ?
i'm tired of all the lies.
why does it get this bad ?
why do i have to be sad ?
no one sees my writting on the walls...
i take the pills,
but it don't work.
i stare at the gun but don't pick it up.
how come no one helps ?
how come no one cares ?
i hate to say my final goodbye...
but all i want to do is die.
my damn parents,
my ******** x-boyfriend,
i wish it was a bad dream,
all i want to do is scream !
if we stop pretending,
we might meet again.
is there a place where no one dies ?
or no one cries ?
no one fights ?
or bites ?
you pushed me here,
i shed a tear...
take the gun,
and pull the trigger.
no more yelling,
no more talking,
no more dreaning,
no more screaming.
and thats my final goodbye.
by : me
 vampire_queen1990 · Thu Jun 02, 2005 @ 01:15am · 5 Comments |
