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Why do we fall in love
just to find out it was more like lust
and that the love you that you had
was nothing more then a sexy fad?

Why do we fall for it
time and time again
Never really knowing if it's love
Or just a really cool trend?

When do we truly fall in love?
Is the feeling much better then the sex part?
Or is that just a myth we've all come to believe?

Do we ever fall in love
or is that just a wish that will never come true?

Do we love because of looks,
or because we love the person deep within?

Is love really worth it?
Is hopeing to love worth it?

Are we as a world become blind to what the feeling really is?

Sadly, I think we have.
And I think I can never really love
because no one will ever love me
Like I love them
Which is to the end

So here I shall ponder
the reason why we "love".
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Okay...as much as I love my friends trying to help me out with the whole, "find a bf" thing, I really really REALLY would like it if they all would just STOP!! It's not cause I don't want a boyfriend, but like, I'm tried of getting hurt. I'm tried of been used over and over again by men that say they love me and then turn around and hurt me. I really am. I want to find somebody who loves me for me and not just the "me" they see. I know I sound stupid but it's true. I'm not like them other girls who just want a hot guy and clam that they've got "expreince". I don't want to be like everybody else, and I can't. I can't go around showing off my stuff and saying that I know how to suck a d**k or whatever. I don't like to juke, I don't like to dance much at all, I don't like it when someone tries to froce me to have sex. And I really hate it when some person gets in my face for not "doing it" yet. Guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm not a normal girl, I'm will never be a normal girl and I guess I want someone who's like me...Not normal.