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Well, today was another crappy day; I seem to be having a lot of those as of late.
What happened was that I was really angry at Hi-san because she betrayed my trust over the course of the past three days and that is something I cannot forgive very easily. I really do not feel like going over the hard details, but that is the basics.
I also keep on having really weird dreams. It always seems to involve one of my teachers, and my little sister. And there is also another one where I am lying on this deserted island in the middle of the ocean, and birds keep on flying overhead, but none of them ever look down, or stop to rest, which is funny, because as far as I can see in any direction, there is no land anywhere. It is kind of a boring dream. crying
And I have been wanting to slit my wrist again, which is bugging me. Last time I did it, it hurt really bad, and it is still healing after about two weeks time. There is no time left, I must die.
 Lady_Esmerel · Tue May 24, 2005 @ 04:56am · 6 Comments |
