Whenever I breathe in, it is extremely painful.
Through the nose.
Through the mouth.
My throat hurts. Eating anything is a chore.

I wanted to go to school.
In fact the only reason i can't it because my mom doesn't want me to.
And i cannot just walk out and go to the bus stop like i did last year.
She would have to drive me to my bus stop.

So i have no choice.
I will sleep and wake up and estimate what we are going to do in class today.
It sucks.
Everything sucks.

Did you know that a white moth represents a inescapable Sickness.
That mean you cannot avoid the sickness, you will get it.
Well guess whats trying to breed in my room.

White moths.

Guess what? I cannot ******** kill a single one.
I managed to kill a brown one, but the white one!
DAMMIT I CANNOT KILL IT!

It hides. then taunts me, hides and taunts.
Almost screaming at me, if you can catch me you would be sick, I might just be crazy but I think i am not.
I even hit the moth five times. it didn't die. or even get hurt.
Impossible.
I will not be at school today. sorry.
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