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[******** them all! Everyone in Christian Ethics can drop dead!!! We were talking about self-esteem and our teacher, Mr. Znack, was reading some s**t and one girl asked what "engage in self-destructive behavior" meant. He said taking drugs and s**t and one kid mentioned cutting. All of a sudden everyone was joking about it. This one kid was like "My life's so shitty!" And did the actions that they were slitting their wrists and kids started laughing. Mr. Znack even laughed a bit and said "I don't know why people do that. It's so stupid." What's really ******** up is that he laughed too when he said at the beginning of the year that he didn't want anyone to do a report on teen suicides because some people are "uncomfortable" talking about it. No s**t. Sarah even laughed a bit then looked at me with a stupid smile on her face. She looked at me because she knows I use to cut, and knowing that she shouldn't have laughed. I was reading to tell them all to ******** off and storm out of the classroom. And teachers are suppose to be more mature that students. Yeah right. Hey Mr. Znack! You can rot in Hell!!! And even after I talk to Sarah about it she says "Well it's ok for your friends to bug you about it." Actually no, it's not alright. I don't want my friends ******** lecturing me about cutting! I've stopped and I don't want to be reminded about it every ******** day!
Plus Greg said he knows about Johnny. You might say, so what? Well, he doesn't know about me and Johnny but he did talk to him once. Greg says that he talked to Johnny and that Johnny mentioned that he had 2 girlfriends and that he was dumping them both for another girl.
But yeah. So now I'm really pissed and want to kill them all. Oh and why not take my mom down with them. She's always bitching at me for no reason anyways.