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To aggravated to care
to demoted to give a ********
each other victim
is another empty though
I carry the burden you left and bestowed
I carry the empty thoughts that you once knew
were cold

Just give up
and shout it to my face
just tell me you hate me
I could care less
just dont lead the feelings that once coursed through you

or was it all a lie?

Could you have misjudged me?
Did you think Id really love you?
After all the things I though
I knew I still loved you...
although
I did say this once
at the time before we knew
at the message post the day before
we knew any dream would come true

but now is it all locked away?
I believe it is
and the key buried away
hidden in the corpse you live in
all you little lies and screams of agony
they all beg of to return
....
but still I pounder
To see your remains
to see you filthy face
I was to see you die
I want to make you mine

all this time I should have died
all this time I should have tried a bit harder
I should have cared all this time
But now I just cant give a ********