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Lol nice title huh. Anyway I'm bored so ima put some things here about my current life:

Currently I'm playing Ragnarok online ALOT so if I'm not responding to people its because of that >< sorry >.> me and my friend Kion are finally able to bond again XD we haven't been hanging out alot until this so yeah =3 he ish mah buddeh!!!

Anyhow other then that I guess i am doing fine, for those whom are unaware about a month ago ((on the 15th)) I got dumped by my girlfriend XD we went out for a month and a week until one of my so called friends decided to tell her that he loved her over aim. a bunch of s**t happens ((a friend of ours Drew ended up taking us all in a chat room so we could discuss this whole thing -.-)) anyway after the whole thing we decided to leave it at that so she could think about it. >.> i should have figured that in real life I suck at being a bf, she ended up texting me around 1am ((funny thing is is that i went to sleep for 2 hours and I just woke up right after she texted me)) her text:

I choose dan... I'm sorry.

pfft I don't care what any of you bitches say I felt betrayed that my friend could do that =/ so basically last week I finally said it to her ((and him through a friend because he is too afraid to talk to me now)) '******** both of you, you guys are not my friends and thats that, I'm not gonna be an a** to both of you because then i would be just as bad as you, or worst, but at the same time it doesn't mean i have to be your friend, so... Good bye' and i haven't talk to both of them since =/.

sorta sucks though because I still have feelings for her and s**t i mean s**t she was my first major girl friend XD. but what ever thats life right? >.> I still can't manage to throw away her school ID.... I don't know why >< god i suck XD also a few days before the break up she stole one of my boxers XD >.> meh...

anyway other then that I've actually been sick ever since =/ originally it was break up syndrome, you know you just feel shitty after being dumped? well that soon became me actually coming down with a sickness XD so yeah i've been sick for like a month now =/ gay right?

But at least unlike that first two weeks now i can eat =D i mean seriously the break up s**t was like horrible I couldn't eat alot without puking but now i can hold my food down ^^


anyway thats all i got to say about that.

peace out bitches