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These are my journal entries from Sheezyart, and so I don't lose them, I'm just going to post them here.
Posted Feb 23rd 2007, 5:55AM
Mood: Carefree Music: Nazi prophecies on TV.
Ok, I forgot to type this up, but a week or so ago in Language Arts, Kahlise, my best friend, and I were sitting in our desks. I asked her what she was doing and she said, "Topic search, I don't know what to write about."
I give her a look because I always have stuff to write about and she laughs and then I take her paper and say, "I'll get it started for you."
So I wrote: Once upon a time. And then I handed it back to her. She stares at it and starts to laugh and remarks, "Thanks Bethany, that helps a lot."
I nod, "You're welcome."
She looked at the paper and simply wrote: Holy s**t.
I narrowed my eyes and took the paper, wanting to see what she had written. While I was looking at the words 'holy s**t' an idea struck me. I finished the sentence.
Once upon a time HOLY s**t roamed the lands.
I handed it back to her and she cracked up, we were both laughing really hard. It was fun.
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What's Your FAVORITE Word?
Posted Feb 16th 2007, 5:27AM
Mood: Delighted Music: biggrin
Oks, this might be a little weird, but it certainly was funny.
My brother and I were sitting at the table eating cheetos and whatever else went with our supper. Then Kyle starts saying, "You know what would be cool? If there was spicy-"
I interrupt him with the first word on my mind, "Porn."
He finishes the sentence with, "Chip dip."
We both are silent as he registers what I had said then bursts out laughing.
So after cleaning up the dishes we were debating a few of our favorites words.
Splunking, Sporks, and Porn. Don't ask why Porn is in there, it just is. D:
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Obnoxiously good mood? WTH?
Posted Feb 15th 2007, 6:14AM
Mood: Delighted Music: Uh, nothing.
This day was really /BLEEP/ [Insert word here]. But I find myself in a very, very good mood. Why? Don't ask me. And no, I'm not on pot.
First off /Complain time!/. We had eye appointments and it turns out I have developed an stagimatismwhachermacallit. Yeah, no clue.
I have to get glassess/contacts and wear them for zey rest of my life! D:
Then, next I figured out I hadn't finished my vocabulary assignment. But /THANK GOD/ it wasn't due 'till tomorrow because of the two snow days.
I had computer class and my computer was on pot. It was seriously smoking something. Little pop up thingys were coming on the screen, and to top it off the word find I had to make for the assignment was going wacko.
Completely and absolutely wacko. That class didn't go very good.
My best friend didn't sit with us at lunch because of the other best friend that I have told you guys about in my other journals. So I was depressed and thinking about how this could end friendships.
[I have 3 really, really good friends. The rest of them are friends, but they aren't as close, you know what I'm saying? To lose one of them because of the other could seriously screw up my life. I was wondering as I looked at them laughing and blabbing on and poking at each other's food /Is it really worth it?/]
Then in health we watched a video about Binge Drinking. 'Nuff said.
We had racquet (sp?) ball in P.E., and my safety goggles were too tight. D:
Then in science we were working on these 'Lou-Vee Air Cars' and I was just putting it together. Then I couldn't find the tape.
Musical Practice was very stressing, but also very fun, I guess that's why I was so happy afterward.
Then I had to go to confirmation. For 2.5 hrs. we sat in hard metal chairs watching a slideshow about how the pastor went to the Holy Land 19 years ago.
'Nuff said.
But yet! This sucky day hasn't affected me as much as I thought it would! No, I'm just obnoxiously happy.
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...A sad dream?
Posted Feb 13th 2007, 8:03PM
Mood: Blah Music: Nothing.
The light was dimming and the sun broke out over the clouds. The only figure in the cementery was a young woman with tan skin. She was in her late twenties. Her brown eyes fixed upon the casket as it was lowered into the ground. Her mouth opened and quivered as tears spilled down her cheeks. She began to sing in a broken voice.
Good-bye baby, good-bye.
The evening stars aproach us.
Good-bye baby, good-bye.
Her voice dropped down into a cracked whisper.
And though we may not meet again.
In this life or the next.
Because our paths will not cross.
Not 'till the very end.
So Good-bye, baby good-bye.
God willing, he will bless us.
But Good-bye, baby good-bye.
May your journey be a swift one.
Good-bye, baby good-bye.
Another day will be dawnin'.
That was my dream. I don't really get it, but when I woke up I had tears streaming down my face. *Shrugs*
My sister laughed and said it wasn't sad, and I can't remember all of the verses, but it was kind of sweet.
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*Shakes Fist*
Posted Feb 13th 2007, 4:40AM
Mood: Blah Music: Hehehe, nothing.
We're supposed to get some bad weather and we are, but this morning it was starting to get slick out. I still went to ensemble though. Sarah and I were sitting in the room talking to Mr. Owen and I was saying, "Oh God, I love procrastionating, but I hate it when it doesn't work out for me. I really hope we don't have school tomorrow because I don't know if I know all of my lines."
Sarah was laughing and telling me not to procrastinate and then she said that she hoped we would have school because we really needed more play practice.
Mr. Owen laughs and says, "You know, if you're rich and things, the chances are they'll have those roads cleared off by your house."
Ok, so then Heath comes in and he's like, "Uh, schools canceled."
I just responded, "Nu uh, Heath, you've got to be kidding." /Heath is a BIG joker/.
He replies with a, "Edna told me, and Edna doesn't lie."
/Edna= Smelly, but smart chinese person./
Then a couple minutes later Stephanie comes in and she's like, "They're putting up a sign!"
Sarah and I were cracking up, "Are you serious? Crap, I'm stranded at school! Etc."
So we go out and sure enough.
Sarah just looks at me and says, "And to think, you were actually on time this morning."
Ahhh, the irony.
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Birthday Party Disasters
Posted Feb 11th 2007, 9:12PM
Mood: Blah Music: Breaking Benjamin- Evil Angel
Well, I had a birthday party with my three bestest friends.
Two of them have been having this fight, but usually it isn't bad, well, not really bad.
So we went bowling with our socks pulled up to our knees with our hair all crazy and stuff, then we went to Pizza Ranch. It was really great.
One of my best friends got me a card with an old woman in a bikini. *Shudders*
Anyway, we went back to my house and they were all sleeping over. We were playing predator/prey in my basement. /guess who I was./
One of my friends fell asleep so we were practicing jumping over them and the couch at the same time. It was great till one of my warring friends started cussing the other one out.
Well, to top it off the next day she started crying, that didn't work out.
Let's just say they all went home a bit early. *Shrugs* What can you do?
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Happy Birthday to meeeeee
Posted Feb 5th 2007, 12:36AM
Mood: Cheerful Music: Nothing, MWHAHAHA!
Guess what today is?
No, it's not just the Superbowl. ;
It's my Birthday! *Does a little dance*
And I've got awesome socks on, isn't that great?
Oh yes, life is good.
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THE GENIUS EGG/IT LIVED/ CONTINUED!!!
Posted Feb 2nd 2007, 3:55AM
Mood: Blah Music: Blink-182
Weeellll, I think you might have read my IT LIVED! IT LIVED! ZOMG! IT LIVED! journal entry. So anyways, the continuation.
We were now supposed to start dropping our egg from the staircase in our pathetic looking URRRRGGGGHHHHHHHH /Model 3/. I was like, "This is the end...again."
We saluted the egg and Jesse dropped it.
A sickening crack split through the air.
Our class was cracking up, "OOHHHHH! IT'S DEAD!"
Matt carefully picked up our sad excuse for a ship and then...held up a perfect genius egg.
"IT HAS SURVIVED!" Then he kissed it and held it up for all to see. (Matt is like 6 feet tall )
Jesse and I were laughing and I carefully put the egg back into its ship. Eventually after 6 more times of negative thoughts from me, kisses from Matt to the egg, and theme songs from Jesse, our egg died.
'Twas a death in the family.
He was cracked, and then broke on the next fall. sad
Well, we did a funeral procession down the hallway and we buried the 'Genius Egg' in the trashcan.
He got us an 'A'. We will never forget you. For this year will be known as 'The Flight of the Egg'.
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WOOHOOO!
Posted Jan 29th 2007, 4:10AM
Mood: ALIVE! Music: Nothing.
I had the greatest time at Kahlise's birthday party.
It included movies, popcorn, dead birds, ice, sledding, thorn trees, freezers, underwear, eggs, duct tape, glowing pants, phone calls, and SO MUCH MORE!
Details later.
I don't feel like typing very much.
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Wells. -_-;
Posted Jan 27th 2007, 4:38AM
Mood: Weird Music: bla.
Maybe I should head upstairs to bed, eh?
I have to get up tomorrow for a hair appointment. Maybe I'll take a picture and upload it so you can all see my hideous face. xD
Then you'll all have terrible nightmares. xD
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And then...
Posted Jan 27th 2007, 4:23AM
Mood: Sad Music: Nothing.
And then...
*Sighs*
Oh, I dunno.
I just have a feeling that after this grade I'll never see one of my best friends again, because she'll be gone hanging out with people who are nice, but yet, bad influences.
One of them does some bad stuff, and the other is her boyfriend, but she doesn't want to do activities that she used to like to do, just because of him.
I'm a little stressed. Now she's not wanting to go to my other friend's birthday party because my other friends isn't inviting the other friend who does the bad things.
So what does she do? She asks my other friend to invite another one of her high school friends.
It just hurts to think that she's sinking so low and doing some of these things. I love all of my friends to death and I don't want to lose any of them.
I don't want to just be the opinion maker for dresses, I want to be the best friend I always was, hanging out with all of them. I don't want to just be the person that you can go to if you're mad at your other friends.
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*Drools*
Posted Jan 27th 2007, 2:31AM
Mood: Happy Music: Relient K
Hmm...homemade ice cream.
Life is good. xD
Oks, we had our skating party today. (If you get your assignment journal signed for the second quarter you got to do this) so Kahlise (My best friend), and I went skating. Oh man. I kept cussing up a storm because she was acting like a bug and skating through people and etc.
It was fun anyways though.
And now I am home.
It is a weekend.
Life is good. xD
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IT LIVED! IT LIVED! ZOMG! IT LIVED!
Posted Jan 26th 2007, 4:42AM
Mood: ALIVE! Music: Goo Goo Dolls.
Oks, we were doing this thing in science class where we had to protect an egg from numerous heights.
We had a limited number of supplies and we had to make this thing that would slow the egg down.
Matt, Jesse, and me had the greatest time. xD
Remember, the grade doesn't count, the looks and the theme songs do.
(Duh)
Anyways, it was the testing day, and I had made a safety harness for the egg, that would attach to the parachute. (This was made out of straws, paper towls, and yarn) We also had a cup, that would hold the egg, and we had two notecards attached to the cup to act as wings.
Well, it made 1 meter = Our thing had LOOKS and SAFETY!
Then, at two meters (After we had drawn a smiley face on the egg, with glasses, so we had a genius egg) we were ready to drop it again.
We knew this would probably be it. So, Matt and I woefully sung the first verse of our theme song, "It's the best of the best, it's the ERRRGGHHHHHHH.
Jesse dropped the egg-protecter and we watched as it hit the ground. There was an ear-splitting crack, and I remarked, "This is a death in the family!"
Everyone was cracking up and saying that our little genius egg was a goner, but NOOOOO! We lifted him out triumphantly and Matt kissed the egg.
All three of us were jumping up in the air and shouting, "IT LIVED! IT LIVED! OMIGAWSH! IT LIVED!"
Only one other group other than us in our class will advance to the next round.
I can't wait!
But remember, grades aren't everything.
IT LIVED! IT LIVED! OMIGAWSH! IT LIVED!
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*Smiles*
Posted Jan 24th 2007, 6:27AM
Mood: Happy Music: ...
*Laughs*
I'm just tromping through everyone's journal. You know, just picking around here and there, leaving random comments.
It's almost like I'm making up for all the times I didn't reply to anyone.
Well, maybe not. But I'm just in a good mood.
Rawr.
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Omigawsh. Can you believe it?
Posted Jan 24th 2007, 3:19AM
Mood: Hyper Music: Be My Escape - Relient K
I've actually been on for a couple of days now! Well, I have been getting on. *Freaks out*
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Decisions, decisions. Or however you spell that. 0_o;
Posted Jan 23rd 2007, 3:40AM
Mood: Vibrant Music: The sounds of the oven... Yum. ^^
Well, I should be running over my lines for the play.
But I'm not.
8 more practices till I have to have it ALL memorized.
WELL... 0_o; Shucks. Too bad. I don't want to get off the computer.
Or should I?
Nah...
I have a week. ^^
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*'Splains*
Posted Jan 22nd 2007, 6:00AM
Mood: Bored Music: Goo Goo Dolls.
Oks, I'm here to 'splain why I don't get on very often.
*Clears throat*
Ahem.
1. I was reading all weekend basically. That's one reason. (Loverly-hey-smell-me-I-smell-like-a-book-store books are addicting.)
2. I have musical practice every night 'till 5:00. (I'm the Witch. *Winks*)
3. I WAY too obsessive about neopets. (Seriously, my time is almost always completely taken up.)
4. I play my gameboy advance SP too much. (Pokemon Emerald version still captures my interest.)
5. I'm really, really lazy, and I don't feel like drawing right now. ( I like writing too much ) xD
Ta da! ^^
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'Tis Snow!
Posted Jan 22nd 2007, 5:16AM
Mood: Bored Music: Relient K
'Ello.
Well, it snowed today.
But it looked too cold so I decided not to go outside and play in it.
I read books all day. xD
Twilight and New Moon by Stephenie Meyer is amazing.
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About Evil Minions
Posted Nov 27th 2006, 10:49PM
Mood: Blah Music: Bum, Bum, Bum...
Hmmm...
I might upload some of my comics...
The 'Legendary' Evil Minions.
Well. My friends like it.
xD
Of course there are 107 episodes...
Maybe just a few. Hmm...
Ok, Beanie, you're really scaring me with that purr. Creepy cat...
Sorry.
I get distracted easily.
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Bad poem for sleep
Posted Nov 12th 2006, 2:17AM
Mood: Tired Music: TV
I'm so tired
I just want to sleep
Last night I was wired
To numerous cups of coffe
I rub my eyes
And think of tomorrow
I know I'll have to get up early...
My greatest sorrow
My jaw feels like it will snap
From yawning so much
Yesterday I could have done laps
What a caffeine rush.
I'M JUST SO TIRED!
Word of advice:
Never ever ever ever ever stay up past 4:30 am.
It is even worse when your sister has friends over and they come down and wake you up at six.
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Posted Oct 21st 2006, 7:02PM
Mood: Unhappy Music: TV
I'm going to Nebraska tomorrow because my Grampa is dying in the hospital.
The cancer isn't there anymore, but his heart has started acting up and we aren't sure how much longer he'll last.
My mom has been saying for a couple of weeks before these latest events that "One day your grampa isn't coming out of that hospital."
Thanks mom for the support. *rolls eyes*
My dad is really upset, because that is his dad and he was explaining what happens at a funeral to Dorian and he said that a lot of those events will happen this week.
0_o
My family is soooo hopeful.
I haven't EVER lost a grandparent. I really DON'T want to... sad
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Art Club
Posted Oct 17th 2006, 10:59PM
Mood: Blah Music: My sister's piano music *wince*
Yeah we were are making this Peace Poster for this contest.
World peace. Hmmm. Like that will EVER happen. 3:
0_o
Anyways, now I am bored. So very very bored.
LATE START TOMORROW!
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Good-bye
Posted Oct 16th 2006, 1:32AM
Mood: Angry Music: TV
Today is Oct. 15, 2006.
I shall remember it always.
My rat died today. Good-bye Honestly.
It's just not fair.
I already lost my kittens.
Why did I have to lose him?
I'm going to recount some of the memories:
My sister giving him to me.
Watching him on his wheel.
Winning the pet show.
Biting my cat, Beanie and winning.
His first bath.
His near death experience where he came 'back' to life.
New cage.
Sitting on my shoulder.
Sniffing my ear.
Everything about him...
Sharp black eyes with blue around the outside. White paws, white stomach, white tail tip. Black fur that always felt so strange. A tail that wrapped around my face.
Why.?
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Hopeful Poem
Posted Oct 13th 2006, 10:31PM
Mood: Determined Music: Something really good. xD
I'm standing in the shadow
Of your tree
Wondering if it was really yesterday
It seems like forever to me
The kittens of summer may have gone
Leaving the future of a winter
But we must carry on
No use staying bitter
There is one last chance
One last hope
One more time to dance
I must not continue to mope
I must go on with what I have
A change of heart must be made
Maybe I should try to laugh
No longer being afraid
So as I cuddle the last one
The blackest of them all
That Lucky little Snake purrs and meows
And I smile, hope can be so small.
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The Third Thing for One Reason
Posted Oct 12th 2006, 10:40PM
Mood: Tearful Music: Silence
Every tear tells a story
And every memory leaves a burn
Every chill wind reminds me
Of the darkness I've earned.
Every footstep keeps me moving
Every fallen leaf tells me what I've lost
As I go to the three trees
And remember what it cost
Every heart beat keeps me breathing
Every sun beam keeps me flinching
From the pain of grief
Of the ground that you're underneath
Every conversation leaves a hole
Every star is so dull
Every cloud leaves a shadow
That casts over you
Every moment passes me by
Every regretful feeling that I cannot cry
Leaves me wondering too
If you took a bit of me with you
Good-bye
I love you.
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Two Things for One Reason
Posted Oct 12th 2006, 10:20PM
Mood: Dead Music: The wind chimes blowing in the cold october wind...
There is a commercial that is for a funeral home on the radio, I redid it for three of my kittens who died today and the two others of their litter that never opened their eyes. May their three other siblings live better lives...
You run your hands of the bench and think they really aren't gone they're just outfront playing with the last of the leaves before the coming snow. But the yard is empty...
And you know it.
And a wave of emotion over comes you.
This is for you my kittens
This is for you Ginger
With your soft white paws
That never once tried to claw
And for the time I took you to my room
And you looked at me with eyes of doom
Then you began to relax
And you started to run around fast
Then settling on my bed
You laid down your head
And into your dreams you wildly ran
Now you're gone.
Your life barely began.
This is for you Talon
With your wild gray fur
That was streaked with peach
And filled with a steady purr
You followed me around like a leech
But more cuter so
You used to be so afraid
Me coming to pet you was like a raid
Then I sat you down on my lap
And you felt my hands upon your back
You settled in and fell asleep
Falling into the darkness so deep
I wanted you forever.
But alas it is not so.
Now you're gone.
To the cold ground below.
This is for you Fog
With your soft gray pelt
And in my hands you seemed to melt
You liked to hide.
And though you were good you were always spied
I remember picking you up one day
And you wriggled and seemed to say
For me to let go
And I wouldn't have that day
If I had known you would all to soon go away
I remember your soft gray eyes
My sweet, you shouldn't have had that demise
Now you are gone.
And I am left here to cry.
Good-bye.
I love you.
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The Last Chance
Posted Oct 11th 2006, 10:55PM
Mood: Bitter Music: Burnt CD
I've totally lost it.
Everything is just going wrong.
I want to cuss at some people in my music class.
I want to cuss at some politicians.
I want to cuss at my video games.
I want to cuss at myself.
I want to cuss at math.
I want to cuss at my retardly cute drawings.
I want to cuss at one of my friends.
I want to cuss at her boyfriend.
I want to cuss at my parents.
I want to stop staring at the ceiling at night.
I want to be more motivated.
I want to ask God why.
I want to turn away.
I want to hug my story and crawl into a corner because it is all I have...
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Football! Football!
Posted Sep 29th 2006, 10:26PM
Mood: Cheerful Music: Hinder- Lips of an Angel
Woo! I get to go to a football game tonight. 'Cus my awesomish brothers play all the time. Yeah, Ryan is a senior so he gets to. He rocks.
My friends think he's hot.
It gets uncomfortable and I start growling at them. Rofl.
Then they get to talking about how Kyle is fat. He's not. Just...solid. Yeahhhh...
Anyways, I'm in a good mood...I guess.
Darn, now I'm uncertain.
Even worse...
I'm. Rambling.
Omigawsh!
Guess what?
CHICKEN BUTT!
Tata!
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Bah!
Posted Sep 27th 2006, 10:09PM
Mood: Blah Music: Agustana/Boston
Man, I am just so bored. There is nothing to do and I keep dreading confirmation. *Sighs*
It's hard to be christian sometimes.
xD
Man, I was talking to my friends on the bus today and then this mexican girl sits right down next to me and her friends sit a seat away and then they start blabbing in spanish, so I'm like, "Excuse you."
So then, my Italian friend Kahlise starts just staring at the girl and things. Waiting for her to notice me, Dani, and Ashley are all cracking up, because when Kahlise stares, she looks possessed and things, then she starts saying bad spanish words. IT WAS SO F***ING HILARIOUS!
Omigawsh, she was like, "How do you pronounce fagita? Or however it is spelled and she starts saying, is it like Vagita?" And we were all laughing, and yeah, my friends are perverted so they start saying other things and Dani is saying that they are all going to burn in hell.
She's athiest. Yeah, so I don't get why Dani was saying that since she's athiest, so yeah. It was hilarious though.
The girl who sat next to me was laughing too.
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Because I have no life...
Posted Sep 15th 2006, 10:48PM
Mood: Annoyed Music: The wind outside...
Because I am mad at my friend, I shall show a list of things I want to do to her disgusting, yucky, perverted boyfriend...
Fortunately Sheezy has a lot of good smileys for this stuff...
(me eating him)
(I wish he would have a seizure.
(I'm the zombie this time)
(Keep him in there forever)
(I'd be the punching one)
(Me) (me again)
(good birdy)
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9/11
Posted Sep 12th 2006, 11:46PM
Mood: Ashamed Music: The wind outside...
I guess I'm un-american.
I know I should be choked up and that I should be like everyone else about the two towers and things.
And it's not like I didn't have someone I could have lost. My aunt was sick that day so she couldn't go to the Pentagon.
But when the reporters showed it on Channel One, the thing that we watch every morning in school, they made it seem corny and I was trying hard not to laugh.
All I could think of is their phony smiles and how they were trying to make light of it, and how our soldiers are over there in Iraq for a completely different cause...
We should stop getting involved in other people's buisness. It's like Vietnam all over again. America acting the hero...
THEY DON'T WANT US THERE!
Do you think I'm a coward?
I just know that I can't do anything. I watch the news and it is all the same. Eventually all the deaths are nothing but a statistic that no one cares about.
The flickering details as they flash across the screen as no one pays attention to them...
Don't call me unpatriotic, no one cares until they have to put on a show. I'm just telling the truth. No one listens unless it is put up on a TV.
You might say...
THAT'S NOT TRUE YOU STUPID *****
But tell me, in June did you think of 9/11?
In October last year...did you?
When in your daily lives do you actually rememeber it?
When?
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It seems
Posted Sep 10th 2006, 1:50AM
Mood: Gloomy Music: Evanescense
It seems...that sometimes...you just have to walk away...
To somewhere else...to a better day.
The rain falls down with a pitter patter
And nothing seems to really matter
It just fades into a blur
Winter is coming
There goes summer
Fall is passing
And I'm just sitting on my steps
Gazing out, into the wet
The kittens mew and hide by my feet
As the puddles begin to collect in the street
I close my eyes so very tight
And I wonder if I'll make it through the night
The clouds are gray and menacing
I wonder what misery tomorrow will bring...
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Today is History, Tomorrow is the Past
Posted Sep 5th 2006, 1:59AM
Mood: Restless Music: Evanescense
Today is history
Tomorrow is the past
Yesterday was of ancient times
That never seem to last
Yesterday may not even have existed
In this dreadful, dull life
And today is just being wasted
And tomorrow is sure to be full of strife
The same routine
The same old chores
Making a scene
As I stomp out the door
I don't glance behind
I've seen it before
It's in my mind
I don't have to look anymore
I stare at my ceiling
And I heave a sigh
With what am I dealing?
Why can't the feelings just die?
I live behind a mask
The inside looking out
The never ending task
Of trying to find what I'm about
I want to become something
I don't want to be like this forever
Maybe I want to be everything
But this, I can never treasure...
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Section out of Portallers- The Homeless Ones
Posted Sep 5th 2006, 1:53AM
Mood: Dead Music: Evanescense
There is a prophecy that can save us all
No matter whom we are
Large or small
To find our chance, our star
Know her by the lullaby
Know her companion by the centaurs cry
The inheritors of the earth
Shall be destined at their birth
To save the one of the ship of destiny
The prince will be found
Two companions for him
His city burnt to the ground
There is nowhere to hide
There is nowhere to turn
The path is full of treachery and lies
There is no return
They alone must find their place
They alone must save their race
To ever come back
They need to become the two
Red and Black
A Prince, A City, A Destiny
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The Light of the Shadows
Posted Aug 27th 2006, 12:57AM
Mood: Hopeful Music: Agustana
In the darkness of the shadows
In the hope for the light
In a chance for existance
For a future that is right
Through the ages we have failed
And our cost has been high
Through the darkness we have sailed
Through the pain and the lies
With the hope of a future
And a chance of our own
We stride on through the night time
And the light has grown
We just might make it
If we continue on
Step by step, little bit by bit
We must remain strong.
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Aria/Bethani's Diary
Posted Aug 23rd 2006, 2:16AM
Mood: Unhappy Music: Teddy Geiger
Ooc: I'm in a deep blue funk, school is tomorrow so I'll type something for the Real World and how Aria feels about school. sad
Bic:
The mist and the stars are gone, lost like the shooting stars that had streaked across the sky only the night before. What replaced it was hardly a good deal, cold, tile floors and harsh white lights that gleam down on students heads, mocking them.
Forced smiles are put on everyones faces as they think, Here we go again.
Yet another school year, with yet another generation of students, all co-existing in tight truces. Smirks and sneers come from certain crowds as people pass and some friendly smiles and jokes are shared with others.
This is dangerous, foreign ground, where you never know what might happen next, you never know who will turn on you and who will become your hero.
School is something where you forget to live.
You become the person you vowed you would never become.
It brings out the worst in people.
And yet...
Some take the chance and dive in, catching friends and pulling people together.
People can say what they like about you.
Prep. Goth. Emo. Skater. Jock. Punk.
Real people don't have labels.
Real people don't need labels.
To real people, labels don't exist except on groceries.
So as a new year dawns and I am sitting here staring at a computer screen, I have to wonder.
Where did it all go?
When did this start? And why is it ending?
To late to contimplate mortality and become something else.
You realize that all of your goals and dreams were wasted.
And now...
There is nothing left.
But the same thing.
Over and Over.
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Blabbing Time!
Posted Aug 16th 2006, 6:39PM
Mood: Dead Music: Five for Fighting
Wow, I really like my mood.
Anyways, :duh:, I'm having a pretty good day I guess.
Tomorrow I go to state for singing. Iowa State Fair! So excited!
So, yeah, I was just roleplaying and things...
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Blagalsmorf
Posted Aug 13th 2006, 9:41PM
Mood: Blah Music: Dashboard Confessional
Ok, so I get here and my HTML doesn't work.
So what do I do?
*Ponders in silence*
I guess just have a bad profile.
Agh...*gasp* it's killing me...
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