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Well, todays a rather off day for me. I feel sad and hurt. Todays just one of those days where you question everything about yourself and more. I just want to curl up into a ball and die now. I feel so much hate for myself and what i`m doing..along with that tinge of sadness. Why do people often get so saddened over nothing? Part of life.....sure but when the time comes it`ll all go away right? I hope so. Has anyone ever felt like they just dont belong somehwere but are forced to stay in that certian place until it gets better? Is it weird to just be so ovwewhelmed by everything bad that you just feel like giving everything up, everything you worked so hard for, just falling asleep and never waking up from a good dream into reality of the cruel world. I guess the lesson for the day is no matter how much you feel like running away from your problems and taking the easy way out and acting like a child about it, to stay and face your problems headon, else they`ll get bigger and even harder than before. To whoever reads this.... Thanks for putting up with this duped thingy lol and all my damn proplems.